I Will Survive - Gloria Gaynor.
Haha, sure it sounds real cheesy, but they bring a lot to a girl's heart. The upbeat beginning, booming with disco jump starts, arrangement of the music is terrific, and, combine all that with its lyric. Sure, it maybe an old school song, but hey, as long as it keeps me from mopping around, in mourning.
This song really gave me all the shits. It's a good thing. First.. I was depressed; listening to Eisley's 'I wasn't prepared' for days, my face sticky with tears streaming down around the clock.. Gaynor gave me the strength to take control; somehow. I don't know how she does it, but she did it. I'm amazed. And, yeeha, I need to stop listening to sad, emotional songs. Logically, I didn't feel good about it, I only felt sorry for myself, cried all the time, thinking of sad things, feeling all emotional.. No, no.. That ain't me.
Plus, I felt pathetic, like a real fool, being sad for nothing, for a nobody.
Listening to emotional songs won't help, and is no therapy.
I'm no type a person to just spill my guts to friends.. ain't no good strategy to feel good.. but trust this philosophy; Only confide in your friends whom you trust.
It took all the shits I had,
Not to fall apart,
And trying hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart,
I spent oh so many nights just feeling sorry for myself,
I used to cry,
But Now I Hold My Head Up High!
Ain't Nothing To It !